LETTERS to IRV "The way to heaven"~~I have been captivated by the rythym of that location and the strong struggle of my people~~I have smelled and witnessed real love there and also impossible desperations and pains there~~and a silent crowd and whispering hearts and I also have seen uneducation with the luxuries which recently has been reached~~different smellings and impossible stories and an incredible voice of a very special imam who sometimes recites the Azans~~ I never wil forget the tone of those Azans and his voiceee and Al~Haram and Kaaba and the victory of the uncivilization and impossible history and religious struggle with the hard days in the caves and on the deserts~~and of course after that much struggle and pain; a person surely could become a prophet and he is my prophet~~
~~And the most realistic witnesses have been the date trees~~they really told me all about that miracle location and the location that I could see till Magma and till the very end of the endless Space~~the location that I couldnt' differentiate the people there~~The people were very natural and very same~~ and the rocky mountains were looking at me as if they were very strong and powerful although those impossible hard days and pains, actually~~
~~I do love Prophet Muhammad more and Prophet Hajar has become the most beautiful reason of my life inspiration~~I heard incredible stories and witnessed a very strange poverty over there~~
~~One day, just before evening-Azan some nice people were giving food to their people who looked very poor and had so much hopeless eyes~~
~~I mean I couldnt' get satisfied with my life after all I lived there~~I mean I couldnt' feel happy there~~I felt guilty so much and strangely but happy and peaceful at that very same moment~~and poor camels~~I wanted to take them with me to cooler places to make them more comfortable~~but I couldnt'~~I just couldnt'~~
~~I believe that the life-ship that I have been on has changed ıts' route to the South Hemisphere right now~~for now~~or forever~~I dont' know yet~~and the Horizon that I can see has been so much over natural and over shiny and the colour of the Horizon is inexpressible~~
~~OOOhhh~~by the way~I love Mariana Trench so much~~it is wonderful to fall into Mariana Trench~~and is much more wonderful while I struggle to climb the unique trench~~Thank God to have made me sometimes fall into Mariana Trench~~it is a wonderful smelling exprience~~I never will get scared of this unique life~~never~~I love this great life more and more now and foreverrrr~~
Farah